Today I am taking an inventory check of myself. I’ve been feeling, for what seems to be over a year now, that I lost sense of who I am, what I’m about. And I’ve only realised it lately that I’m really not sure anymore. So I am asking myself easy hard questions – why do I oversee 60 children on a Sunday night, why do I bury myself in dust to clean some messy store room, why do I care immensly about two children who live in what could be a completly different world to me. In fact, why do I care immensly about children full stop.
I am discovering things about me that I knew, but I had forgotten. I am discovering that I in fact, am stronger than what I think. That I in fact can talk on the phone to random strangers, even though I hate talking on the phone to anybody but my husband. I’m discovering my new blog again (wow!)
Most of all, I’ve realised today that I am happy. Life has felt anything but happy lately – but today I can say ‘I am happy’.
Back to my inventory list.
mrs. inglis . xx